all of these rotten feelings

shitty~~!
i pon teng school AGAIN
ya.. was totally no mood
was really down
i dunno what to do next
so everyday, i just stare and console myself
dun cry
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i have a big problem here
my project deadlines are just round the corner
i have not do anything yet
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i really have no mood
my emo is in a mess
there are so many things to "fan" about
i feel like breaking down anytime
just like fann wong in the 9 pm show
i can fully understand how she was feeling
if i continue go on like this
i'll end up like her grandma in the show
siao lol... den sing opera everyday
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i really end to end everything here
and run far far away
seriously, my work, relationship, studies and more
are driving me crazy
today i made alot of mistakes at work
and i just cant concentrate!!!
SHITTY...!
i cant handle.. cant....
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