I am feeling so fuck up these few days. My work, my relationship everything is not working well. At home, sometimes I throw tantrum at my mom, I konw it is wrong for me to do that but I just cant help it. I feel guilty after that.I am sorry..
I really need to control my emotion or else I will burst.

Anyway, congratulations to my dear riend, Min Yi and Ah Boon for their baby gal.
I shall go visit them next week.

Tmr, will be meeting my gal friends for dinner, hasnt seem them for months or even yrs le..
but I am feeling so dead.. no excitment at all...

My life .. my happiness is gone..

Willy told me he broke up with his gal.. i ask for breaking up reason..
he said: " her grades are better than mine, she blamed me for helping her in her studies. Now she want me to leave her alone to study."
God! cant believe wat a lame excuse for breaking up.. lol...