...give yourself a hug..

"since you had decided to stay and try out what they are offering you, just go ahead with it. And dun get emotional over things cos the bitches out there want to play you out. Stay calm amd confidence...

Get your confidence back, prepare yourself for the new change and leave that bitch alone, just do what you need to do.
"i reserved this place for you, there are other gals waiting for this position.but i turn down their boms"-- wondering it's true...? honestly speaking i am a little touched from wat she said. i Hope she is not lying to me just cos she is short of manpower.

anyway.. ...

DUN GET ANGRY AT PEOPLE's STUPIDITY.

You've grown up, be independent, and get things done in the way you want them to be. Never relied on others cos no one is going to do things for you. when you were young, yes probably your parent do everything for you. But not when u're an adult, and they still have to spoon feed you. NO WAY! shame on you..! So you have to live your life for yourself, cos if you dun help yourself no one else will. This is something cruel for being an adult.

alrite from tomorrow onwards i will start all over again. trying to adjust my mood, indeed i am not in a very good mood.

i have alot of things in my mind but i have no one to share with..

if i tell someone, he/she get irritated, said i complain too much. sigh.. maybe

perhaps, i should keep it all to myself or can come here to voice out.

... ... going into depression... ..