recently, alot of things happened
lots of unhappiness, in terms of work and life
the stress from work,
the changing job scope make me hate my current job even more
but no choice, i've no where to move to
so i will stay, and trying to be positive
i suppose, it is the only way to make myself feel better
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disappointment?
have u ever feel disappointed in somethings
or with someone?
yes, i do
and i hope this will be e last time
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currently, im like a 赌鬼
weekend i visit Singapore pool branches and Q up with all the ah peks and aunties
weekday i trade currency and stocks
sold off my USD and earn a pathetic $18.80 after 1 month
wanted to buy NZD today
but hor my colleague no time to open FCCA a/c for me
hence miss the chance of earning tht bit of coffee $
well, but so far so good
will be best if DBS goes up up up!
im glad,
earned a little able to cover my expense for my trip
this is a little console to myself ba
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hmmm... im still feeling down dunno y lei
and super emo which i also cant control my own feelings
like, i can break into tears anytime
sometimes at work most of the time in toilet and cried in bed
den after crying my eye lips super swollen
den with eye shadow on
OH NO!! i looked really horrible and scary
NOW, i need something or someone to cheer up me
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and thanks to my dear friends
for being there when i needed someone
and especially my dear ferlis
for ur encouragement and e great birthday gift

: )
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actually wanted to close down this blog
but at time i still miss bloging here
hence here i am post entries again