I wanna tell him sooo bad

IT'S 7TH GRADE... I stared at the girl
next to me...She was my so
called "best friend"... I stared at
her... Long, silky hair... And I
wished she was mine... But she didn't
notice me like that... I knew it...
After class she walked up to me and
asked me for the notes she had missed
the day before... And I handed them to
her... She said "thanks"... And gave
me a kiss on the cheek... I wanted to
tell her... I want her to know that I
don't want to be "just friends"... I
love her but I'm too shy to tell
her... And I don't know why... IT'S
JUNIOR YEAR... My phone rang... On the
other end it was her... She was in
tears... Mumbling on and on about how
her love had broken her heart... She
asked me to come over because she
didn't want to be alone... So I did...
As I sat next to her on the sofa... I
stared at her soft eyes... Wishing she
was mine... After 2 hours... A Drew
Barrymore movie... And 3 bags of
chips... She decided to go to sleep...
She looked at me.. Said "thanks" and
gave me a kiss on the cheek... I
wanted to tell her... I want her to
know... That I don't want to be "just
friends"... I love her but I'm too shy
to tell her... And I don't know why...
IT'S SENIOR YEAR... The day before
prom... She walked to my locker... "My
date is sick" she said... He's not
going to go... Well... I didn't have a
date and in 7th grade... We made a
promise that if neiter of us had
dates... We'd go together just
as "best friends"... And so we did...
IT'S PROM NIGHT... After everything
was over with... I was standing at her
front door step... I stared at her ...
She smiled at me... I wanted her to be
mine... But she doesn't think of me
like that... And I know it... Then she
said "I had the best time...
Thanks!"... And she gave me a kiss on
the cheek... I wanted to telll her...
I wanted her to know that I don't want
to be "just friends"... I love her but
I'm just too shy... And I don't know
why... IT'S GRADUATION DAY... A day
passed... And then a week... And then
a month... Before I could blink... It
was graduation day... I watched her...
Perfect body... Floated like an angel
up on stage to get her diploma... I
wanted her to be mine... But she
doesn't think of me that way... And I
know it... Before everyone went
home... She came to me in her smock
and hat... And cried as I hugged
her... Then she lifted her head from
my shoulders and said "you're my best
friend"... "Thanks!"... And gave me a
kiss on the cheek... I wanted to tell
her.. I wanted to know that I wanted
to be more than "just friends"... I
love her but I'm too shy... And I
don't know why... IT'S A FEW YEARS
LATER... Now I sit in the pews of the
church... A church that she is getting
married in now... I watched her say "I
do" an drive off to her new life...
Married to another man... I wanted her
to be mine... But she didn't see me
like that... And I knew it... But
before she drove away... She came to
me and said "You came!... Thanks!"...
And she kissed me on the cheek... I
wanted to tell her... I wantd her to
know that I didn't want to be "just
friends"... I love her but I'm just
too shy... And I don't know why...
YEARS PASSED... I looked down at the
coffin of a girl who used to be
my "best friend"... At the service
they read a diary entry she had wrote
in her high school years... This is
what it said... "I stare at him...
Wishing he was mine... But he doesn't
notice me like that... And I know
it... I wanted to tell him... I wanted
him to know... That I don't want to
be "just friends"... I love him but
I'm just too shy... And I don't know
why... I wish he would tell me he
loved me"... I wish I did too... I
thought to myself and I cried... THIS
IN THE NEXT 20 MINUTES AND
SOMEONE WILL TELL YOU THEY
LOVE YOU AND WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR
YOU... BUT IF YOU BREAK THIS CHAIN YOU
WILL HAVE RELATIONSHIP PROBLEMS FOR
THE NEXT 13 YEARS!! SINCE U OPENED
THIS SOMETHING GOOD WILL HAPPEN TO U
AT 11:52 PM
IF YOU'RE A GIRL\BOY POST THIS AS "I
WANNA TELL HIM\HER SOOO BAD"