I haven't done any CNY shopping yet

really have no time for all these

one more week to CNY and i have yet to clean up my house

THEREFORE

it's a Sunday and I am at home doing spring cleaning!

ANYWAY, 我终于把房间整理好了！

我把好多东西扔掉，所以整齐了很多。

有时候想想，为什么我们总是要堆积这么多东西？

而且，很多时候这些东西，我 可能都用不着，但就会一直说服自己有一天会派上用场。

要不然就是觉得丢掉太浪费。

以前在念书的时候，没有什么钱，所以买东西没有那么自由。

现在出来工作后，有了自己的收入，想要什么就买。

很多购物后的战利品只不过是物质上的奢侈，

其实根本不是必需品，没有它并不会对生活有太大的影响。

所以不需要的全部扔了吧

And first exciting thing for tis week i went to cut my hair
ok show some pics.. feeling sleepy to type
from long long hair--days ago









NOW!!!!!!

I know there isn't much difference. But I know there is cos I had it highlight

I am feeling quite down these days
everything is not goes too good
had a very bad toothache, cant even chew
my face was swollen like a pig
cant even talk properly
and
having a war with mr wee
he dun seems to care for me at all
yet he blamed me for ignoring him
SIGH!

school starting tmr and I am not prepare for it
I tot it starts on Wednesday
well, SURPRISE!

stayed home to do some spring cleaning
it can be very tiring and time consuming
but it can be fun too as u might find things that are hidden for ages
and now the things are the starters
which will trigger off memories of the old days
as
I found some old letters dated in year 2000
they were from my pen-pals
I dun even remember I used to have 4 pen-pals
one gal name martha from UK, another gal from Finland
If i am not wrong she was my pen-pal for BROWNIES
(brownies are juniors gal-guides, in sec sch we called Girl Guides but in PRIMARY Sch we called BROWNIES)
and 2 guys pal, one from China and the other one from malaysia
but dunno what happened, in the end we didnt keep in contact
quite sad hor
and I had gone through the old photo albums
which make me laugh off my ass

wow...!
photos taken when i was 10 or 11 years old



this picture was taken before i came to Singapore,
my brother and I


this picture was taken when i was in primary school,
KONG HWA SCHOOL


GOD! I look like a "xiao na ren"
ya my cousin used to call me that name


LOOK! I got this pic from my mum's album taken in 1970s
their hair style retro man!

okie thts all for now
as I am feeling quite upset
but dunno why am I feeling this way
perhaps mr wee will noe the answer

i am not feeling good
not cos im sick just that tmr is MONDAY
another working day
do u know how it feels like when u hate your work
your colleagues yet u still have to face them 51/2 days a week
i can tell you, that feelings SUCKZ
I HATE THIS FEELING
i hate myself for dragging to this HELL
i wanna leave this hell but when can i get out from there
not yet

m-i-c-h told me that she will be going
for SIA and Silkair interviews next week
*envy*
good luck gal

it is a saturday yet I am stuck at home
it not that no where to go but just that no company to go with
IM LONELY

was chatting with winnie on msn
she is attached
and this guy used to visit our branch very often
he looks cute den during "winnie's time"
we always tease her and that cute guy
after she left the bank, that cute guy didnt appear at the branch anymore
till weeks ago he happened to see winnie at simei
then he approached her and now they start to go out
wooo woo ... congratulations winnie
so happy for you
ya casey is rite this is call yuan fen
chinese has is saying ：
缘分来了挡也挡不住

damnmit since that OLD BITCH transfered to branch
my days have been difficult
SHE carries manager title but she is NOT doing what a manager should be doing
cmtr wants to complain, she get officer to settle
basically, she push everything to us
and yet worse
she does not know anything lol
TESTED! days ago, my officer ask her about SRS
she said "I am not too sure about this , can you check with uncle!"
LOOK! she failed, and push away the matter to others
FINE! in the end we call Agatha for help
now we are so down yet she does not want to help with the counters
I am holding the lowest rank, I get the lowest pay
yet I am doing officer's job
every day I have to help counters and admin stuff
monitor the branch operations, make sure everything is in order
DANMIT IM OVER LOADED
damn her lol... everyday hide in her corner for F***
OR is it that her old CB stick to the chair and cant move ar!

F*** and that fat stupid eileen now can PO tis OLD CB
well must well lick her CB therefore you can promo faster
everyday yayapapaya for what
go home and suck ur husband's C***b4 tis poor man run away with another woman
sometimes, m-i-c-h and I wondered why this man is so stupid to marry her
she is damn fat and damn aunty at the age of 22
and she does not treat him too nice lol
we ever heard her scolding him over the phone
anyway, who cares about them

next, I have a problem with LEVI'S
that day I bought a pair of jeans at levi's PS outlet
and I wore it last week and I felt that something is not quite rite
I tot Im getting FATTER, as my left leg is tighter than right
anyway, it is not that I had put on much much weight
*I admit I have put on weight but not to that extend*
later found out that the problem lies with the jean
then I went back to the outlet that stupid woman dun let me exchange
she said need to send for investigation
so gals pls be CAREFUL WHEN PURCHASING LEVI'S JEANs

sigh it is only 4 days past 2008 and I already have so much rubbish
how am I going to survive
guess need to go and pray more often sia
anyway, it's getting late gonna bathe den off to Zzzz..
but before that need to call mr wee
nitez...

It is a brand new year again 2008, times pass by really fast this year.
In 2007 was not a year for me, work was in a mess



In 2007 I had too many forgettable moments
1) quarrels
2) overworked
3) learned to shop alone
4) pass my exams w/o studying much
5) first stay over at mr wee's hall

So what does 2008 bring?
I hope
1) more love and care
2) more patience and less self indulgence
3) more devotion and kindness
4) more love and time for ballet
5) Learn how to protect myself
6) Be happy whenever I can
7) get a new job
8) Exams wise... managed to pass all, I am approaching my final year...
9) lose weight

anyway hope that 2008 will be a better year