Last week I had a tiring weekend, esp at work.
I totally dont like the management at all, enough said.
I NEED A NEW JOB.........!!!!!!!!!! HELP! any1?

Attended my ex company's BBQ at east coast yesterday. All the ex colleagues were still the same, alot of new staff whom i had nv seem before. wah looks like the turn over rate is pretty high!!It is understood tht cos in tis sales line all the student doing part time and when school starts all willl disappear. I work as part-timer in this company for 2 years cos i thought i might want to futher my studies. In the end I gave up the idea and I took up a full time job which is why now Im a full time worker in the bank.
And I felt a little ''paise" to see my boss or rather say ex-boss. os tht time i had a bad impression of him. as he has a fierce look. But So glad he still remembers me.. haha....... anyway, the whole event was quite boring due to raining weather. Then my boss even called taxi and paid for our taxi fare. den i felt even more 'paise' cos Im not more working for him. Anway thank you boss ar.. MR PANG!!
MY term break starts tmr... and it's going to be a long two weeks break! GOD! So fast term break le, meaning EXAM is getting closer. I wanna make good use of these two week to revise my work. Anyway GTG sleepin time!!! Sianz it's monday again....!!!!!!!!!!!!

Me and Ailian


Me, Minyi and Teresa


Tracy, me and Irene

SWEET SWEET LOVE~~~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!

Sigh.. my Holidays are over!! started work today, now the working environment is so bad as in very tensed up. MY boss is damn bised, she only sees her "dogs" pets, the rest of us are all invisible. And her PETS are really annoying me, I cant stand this kind of working enviroment. And came out with this stupid FINE system. Whoever forget to pass key or leave documents around will kana fine $5 and $10 respectively.. etc.. OH GOD!! I dunno Why they came out with this idea and expect we, staff to learn or to remember to do our work properly. But will this work? I dunno, I am still "under testing" mode. I shall see...



OKok last pic.. going out for get supper for
my mum.. "phone Ring ring.." Oh it's darling calling
from airport.
I used to dun up my hair this way for my
ballet class. But now I have stop going for classes
le.. and I miss ballet..
自恋的我- came home early nothing to do so I took
pics of myself lol!! Darling sending Lennie to e airport
as she is going back to Philippines for two weeks.
During this period dont know who is going to do all the
cleaning and washing...
MY BEAR FAMILY: mother bear, father bear
baby bear
I got these two at very a cheap price from Chinatown
People's park centre. The Prices are least 30% lesser than
from the "normal" stores. I got tht OLAY for $13.50Only
and the PORTION 9 hair treatment 500ml for $65.


my new shoes from C&K

在梦里，
有一个男人，紧紧地抱住我 那种感觉是在现实生活中， 这辈子都无法感受得到。 那个拥抱是那么的温暖， 那么的令人陶醉 也好有安全感，仿佛世界踏下来也不会害怕 只因为有"他"那紧紧地拥抱。。。
我渴望
拥有一个紧紧地拥抱。。。

我绝望了

我失望
是因为绝望
原来
我才发现........
我不想再挣扎
因为会痛
会受伤
一切的一切
原来那么无奈

遗忘在星空下的我

其实,一直以来,我就知道,没有人会在乎我的感受,从来都没有。我一直都知道自己是被遗忘在世界某个角落中的小孩，没有人会在乎我，会看到我。、
我一直都在说服自己，告诉自己，我不是容易被遗忘，只是这个世界容易遗忘。可是朋友们对我的冷淡，和漠不关心，让我不得不相信，我努力对每个人好，希望他们可以看到，可以感觉到，可以回复我一丝温暖。可是我得到的却什么都没有，能得到的也只是遗忘和失望。
每天的每夜，都是我一个人坐在阳台上，看着漆黑的夜和天空中闪亮着的几颗星星。原 来我已经很久都没有笑了，是很久吗？或许是吧！反正我已经记不清上次的微笑是在什么时候了。况且，我也不想笑，每次笑过之后换来的只是泪水。我不想流泪， 因为，“泪是人心中最深的感受和最真的感动。一生中能有那么一次就够了，不需要奢望太多，如果奢望过多，就不珍贵了。
一生之中的两个之最我都用过了，也失去了，我也不想再去奢望什么。于是我向星星许愿，希望上天可以给我一颗冰冷的心，让我可以保护自己，让自己不再受伤害。
我知道我的生命还很长，痛苦也还会继续。有时我真的很想做到让自己幸福，让自己快乐，可我却什么也不能做。
可是我们什么也没有得到，因为我们是这个世界遗弃的孤儿，是被这个世界遗弃的孤儿。
我知道我会活下去，好好的活下去。因为，我的幸福也得靠我继续走下去，而我的故事也不会就这么结束，我也不会再被这个世界遗忘，即使是要遗忘，也是我遗忘这个世界。

SianZ man..! Third day of my block leave, attended my statistic class and I got back my Statistic assignment result. And I cant believe it! I got a B!!! GOD! Sigh! I feel tht it is not fair cos some of my classmates copy from each other and they really scored!! which is not fair. But what can I do, since it's a take home assignment. So well I shld work in a smarter way huh...

男孩和女孩是一对男女朋友，男孩很花心，但女孩对男孩很专情。女孩很爱雨天，也喜欢淋雨。 每当女孩跑出伞外淋雨时，男孩往往也想陪着她一起淋雨， 但都被女孩给阻止了。男孩总问："为什么不让我陪你一起淋雨呢" 女孩总回答说："因为我怕你会生病！" 男孩也会反问她："那你为什么要去淋雨呢" 但女孩总是而不答。 最后往往是男孩拗不过女孩而答应了她的要求， 因为男孩只要看到女孩开心就很快乐，但幸福的时光总是不会长久的。男孩喜欢上另一个女 孩，喜欢她的程度更胜于她。有一天当男孩和女孩吃饭的时候， 他提出了分手的要求，而女孩也默默的接受了。 因为她知道男孩像风，而是不会为了任何人而停 留的。 那天晚上，是男孩最后一次送女孩回家。 在女孩家楼下，男孩吻了女孩最后一次。 男孩说："真抱歉，辜负了你！但是陪你在一起淋雨是我最快乐的时 光！" 女孩听完便抽泣了起来，男孩抱着她。许久以后， 男孩跟女孩说："有一个问题我想问你已经很久了，为什么每一次你在淋雨时都不让我陪呢" 许久之 后女孩缓缓的说："因为我不想让你发现……我在哭泣！"那一天晚上，又下起了雨…… U]

During my block leave

It is secondday of my block leave.. stay home with mom as She took leave to accompany me, so touched! Ya we had lunch at home. was feeling quite bored. So after lunch I suggested we go parkway parade, go shopping with her.I haven bben going out with her for quite somtime le. cos, She is busy with her work and i have to work too. So it is good that we make good use of these two days to accompany each other la................. SHOP shop shop .............
I bought two pairs of shoes from Charles and keith, as the SALES is on now, up to 50% off!!! GOOD BUY! And I got my favourite gummy sweets from MARKs & SPENCER.
Okay thts all for today.. continue tmr.. my mum is nagging.. ITS Sleeping time! Hasnt bben feeling quite well these few days... so must listen to mama sleep early... ( see i good gal ar) kee..


shoes from charles and keith



Gummy sweets from MARKS & SPENCER

ME AND MYSELF

2007- CNY


ME in 2006- Taken after at Raffles city- subway My gfs from SIM-Ferlis and ezenn
me in 2005

又下雨了

又下雨了，这几天来，接连下了好几场雨，上天似乎要把亏欠去年的那些雨点都给补回来似的。不过，这样也好，让整天忙碌在喧闹都市生活中的人们感受一下雨的清凉与美妙，也是一件美事。

听着窗外滴滴答答的雨声，此时的心情好像也变得与平时不一样了。

一直以来，雨给我的感觉总是带有那么一丝的忧伤，虽然不知这忧伤从何而来，但是，内心深处总有一种说不出的感觉。每当下雨的时候，总喜欢一个人坐在角落，倾听着那附有节奏的滴答声，心里似乎拥有了一份属于自己的安静。